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Iron Artist Challenge 1

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Today starts the first day of my iron artist challenge I am doing by myself since I was suppose to start with someone else but they're too busy. Its suppose to be a journey of teaching myself how to draw and practice every day, but I decided to start it off on a little downer. What most people don’t know is that I lack the confidence in myself yo draw. Sure, You can say I just started out and I should not expect so greatly of myself, but sadly the perfectionist in me does. So many people told me i shouldn’t assume to be perfect when I draw, but then I look at my other friends and grow envious because they have skills that I wish I had. It just goes to show what type of person I am deep down inside. Anyways… Wanted to just place up my first pic of me just placing all the things that swarm in my head each time I draw. No matter how much people continue to tell me  “Just practice manti. It will get better.” Or “Give yourself time to learn.” i just will always push the self doubt card and possibly give up. *sigh* It sucks some days being me… I just wish i could put these emotions aside and do what I love the most… but i’m afraid that I will ruin my own dream myself…
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Good luck~ Try not to let the bad stuff drag you down. The worst thing you can do is compare yourself to others. Who cares if it's "good" or "bad?? It's all arbitrary anyway. If you truly enjoy and love it the most, you'll definitely be able to overcome your feelings and achieve great things. This is all super vague, and you've probably heard it a billion times already ~
TL;DR, wish you the best, and you've got this.